Hello, all! Hilfemir is here and back. To give a rant.
I am so sad and angry. I literally have no friends. Not that anyone cares.
I gave up my job, which in turn was my giving up my co-worker friends (which were essentially my only friends) for my boyfriend. So when BF goes out with his friends without me, I am extremely jealous because I can’t go out with my friends. Because the “friends” I have are shit. They’ll talk to me when they want to talk but when I need to talk? Silence. When I invite them somewhere? Silence. I don’t even get a damn facebook message or text.
I have my boyfriend and that’s it. I *HATE* that he’s the ONLY person I have. I hate that I don’t have a job. I hate that he expects me to wait around for him to pick me up and won’t give me that much of a heads up. I hate that I do in fact end up waiting around for him, early, and just sit there (or here at the computer), thinking about how much fun he must be having that he’s not even texting me. Whatever.
I hate that I feel so lonely.
I hate that I have no one to even fucking text.
I am so over everything and everyone.
i dont even know why i bother developing crushes if all im going to do is stare at you from a distance everyday until I mentally decide to break up with you